tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316304040530201087.post7981183602236610144..comments2023-09-15T06:14:31.102-05:00Comments on Phoenix Wisdom Healing: Lunar Phase Reflections ~ Full Moon Lunar Eclipse in Scorpio I am Nick Sweeney (Old Sage)http://www.blogger.com/profile/04662751069735832381noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316304040530201087.post-75747692394414606112013-04-28T11:38:36.351-05:002013-04-28T11:38:36.351-05:00Oh, and I almost forgot - YOU WILL MAKE IT. Self-...Oh, and I almost forgot - YOU WILL MAKE IT. Self-dep ain't got a chance!!! ;-) I am Nick Sweeney (Old Sage)https://www.blogger.com/profile/04662751069735832381noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316304040530201087.post-84703526641298600802013-04-28T11:37:29.877-05:002013-04-28T11:37:29.877-05:00Thank you so much for sharing all of this, Mari Ly...Thank you so much for sharing all of this, Mari Lynn, and for this great feedback. I do remember when you first reached out to TLE to let us know just how hard it was to be your Dad's caretaker. I can only imagine what this past year has been like for you. But judging by what you have shared and the way you have shared it, I think that you are feeling the DEPTH OF LOVE that exists between you and your dad. And that includes all the good, bad and ugly of that relationship over time. And all of those re-connections with loved ones! Awesome! life is awesome! I'm thinking of you and sending waves of love and energetic hugs your way on this day. And I hope you are having a blast in your "Sacred Contracts" class! Much peace and love to you, Mari Lynn!!! :-) I am Nick Sweeney (Old Sage)https://www.blogger.com/profile/04662751069735832381noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2316304040530201087.post-25791216024280644642013-04-28T09:20:02.406-05:002013-04-28T09:20:02.406-05:00Hey there Nick,
Yes, this really hit home with me....Hey there Nick,<br />Yes, this really hit home with me. My father passed away this past NEW moon (well, April 11 @ 5:30a.m. I KNEW he would pass around that time! Anyway, after a whirlwind funeral (My Dad had/has? BIG BIG ENERGY and trying to capture him, his "bigger than LIFE" energy and his non-stop 94 years was challenging but my family and I did a pretty good job of it. That *EVENT* was immediately followed by an equally whirlwind but absolutely GREAT visit by my old love and I getting together, (this happened prior to Dad dying via emails, calls, etc.) We hadn't seen each other in almost 11 years!<br /><br />I am aware of all these 11's here....hehe, even Scott's bd is 7-11!<br />Lots of Master numbers!<br /><br />Well, now that all this whirlwind has "died down" (I guess literally and figuratively) and especially over this past FULL MOON, I am now feeling a depth of loss and a sense of depression that I didn't get a chance to feel until now.<br /><br />I feel a lot of fear (can I REALLY make it on my own, will self-dep eat me alive??? Stuff like that....<br /><br />As you may know, I was my dad's caregiver, esp. over the last year or so. I feel sometimes like I am just going thru the motions to get thru the day....thank goodness I have school today, a very esoteric class on Archetypes and I have a Damsel Archetype and wounded child Archetype. This is a class based off of Caroline Myss' work "Sacred Contracts".<br /><br />I KNOW my Dad and I had a Sacred Contract, and now I feel, well...lost and without a job! Then finding out some *deep family secrets* yesterday AND watching a video of my Dad titled "my legacy" was weird too.<br /><br />My father pretty much single-handedly formed and cemented familial ties with our family's origins in the country of Slovenia, and just this morning I got a fb chat email from my cousin Gregi over there, one to whom I have a deep connection and love for! It was a surprise to get this and its like what you said about getting to a new depth in relationships! uh oh...I think I maxed out how much I can type here.<br />Anyway, I just wanted to share this stuff and how much your full moon post meant to me.<br />Thank YOU Nick, and many blessings to you!<br />Love,<br />Mari LynnAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04816187917060202296noreply@blogger.com